Golden Ministries Newsletter

The Lord has given me another Word to share but I need to lay some groundwork before sharing it with some additional teaching on the soul. If you don’t have time for that you can go down to the header The Word and just go straight to the Word.

More Soul

As you know from previous Newsletters and teachings we are made up of 3 main parts. That is the image of God. God is Father, Son and Holy Spirit and we are Spirit, Soul and Body. We explained that our human spirit is the essence of God in us, the life source but the soul is the bucket we accumulate through out our life beginning from conception. The bucket itself is heredity but the contents in it make the difference in who we are and who we become.

While I was in India this time the Lord gave me further revelation on that. There are actually 3 Soul Buckets. Each one is connected to our human spirit. Remember once we are connected at conception, spirit and soul never again will be separated. The body can be separated from spirit and soul at physical death but the soul and spirit can never be separated again. Because we are in the image of God and designed to be 3 parts, those in heaven long for their missing part, their body. That is why they will one day receive a resurrected glorified body.

Each of them contains different memory. Scientist are finding the blood holds certain memory, as does the heart, etc. Different parts of us other than the mind hold different kinds of memories. Each part manages a different part of who we are.

The Core

The Core level is the deepest part of us. It reacts without thought or feeling. Many times in my prayers I have prayed concerning my mind (thoughts), my heart (emotions) and inner most core. In my prayers I was already dealing with my 3 parts but I never thought about the meaning of it. I knew there was a core level that was the deepest control level and the hardest to access and change. Amazing that the Lord says this is housed in the Liver. The Liver is the only organ that will totally renew itself. It is the liver that cleanses the blood and either allows or removes curses.

It is at this level we truly forgive and that is why it often takes a miracle of forgiveness to reach that level. And when we forgive at core level it affects the core of the person we are forgiving and it affects our core – often drastically. That is why if we don’t forgive we bind that other person but if we do forgive we release them and we release ourself. It is core level. That is why if we don’t forgive the Lord can’t forgive us. Matthew 6:15. It locks down our core.

A man can live without an arm, a kidney or even an eye but he can’t live without his brain, heart or liver. What level have we given God? Have we given our will? Unfortunately many people serve God at only a will and mental agreement level. We need to push beyond that. Do we serve God at a love level? Many are in the middle of this level somewhere. Most never reach the core level but the few who do become one with Him. Each level must be conquered and submitted until it is all God’s. It is a life long process that we can achieve. 1 Thessalonians 5:23-24 Now may the God of peace Himself sanctify you completely; and may your whole spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. He who called you is faithful who will also do it. We cannot do it, but we can position ourselves and press in and allow the Lord to do it.

If we only give our will and mental agreement we are in trouble and we will be divided. If we give love we must grow and give more until it is all God’s. But the Core is to be our goal. It is the most difficult to reach and the most difficult to yield and change. It is that part of ourselves that we protect the most, even from ourselves. It is the part of ourselves that we know the least.

Each level conquered can be joined to the Lord but the goal is to join them all to God. Because Jesus was a man, He has 3 soul buckets and it is soul to soul that we join to Him. At what level have we come to KNOW Him? At His heart level? Most Christians are somewhere in the middle of this level of knowing Him. But He wants us to really know Him core to core and join Him there. It is possible and it is what is needed for these end times. These areas, especially of the Core are like threads made to be woven into the fabric of God in Christ but used along the way or wadded. Now they must be retrieved, restored and rewoven one thread at a time into the Lord. KNOWING THE LORD IS THE KEY.

Inherited Pain?

When the Lord begins to deal with the Core level it will be different. You will discover things about yourself that amaze you. But with each revelation, many not so wonderful, the Lord has a solution ready and waiting. He never reveals anything to you about yourself that He is not ready to work on and help you with. Many times I have seen prophets with just enough revelation to trash people. They tell people hard things but leave them with nothing positive and no answers. That is not God’s way.

Some time ago I ministered to a woman who was so sad, depressed, and suicidal that she could hardly function. Many had prayed for her but they didn’t go deep enough, because the answer was in her core. I told her she was Jewish and she indeed was. She had inherited trauma that wasn’t hers but was her people’s trauma, their pain, persecutions and heartaches. When we rebuked those memory marks that were not hers, we were not rebuking her Jewish heritage but the trauma of it. It made a huge difference in her life. She had never before understood why she was so depressed. It also was a trigger to bring more trauma into her life and indeed it did.

In my own life at the core level was a feeling of never being good enough, that no one could really love “me”. Even to the point that if I had something nice I wondered who I was supposed to give it to because it surely couldn’t be for me. There was a need to be loved but not allowing people to get close enough to love. There was an aloneness, a sadness and a deep fear of failure. Then the Lord began to show me something about my Dad (who has long gone on to heaven). He never felt loved or accepted by his parents. His mother was too busy with 10 kids and his dad was harsh. Then I saw his dad had the same problem, never feeling loved made him feel like a failure, he needed love but he never allowed himself to be really loved, so he felt alone. I saw this handed down the generations. Not a curse, but memory and trauma that caused deep enough ruts to be handed down like a curse. Where does it lodge? It lodges in your core.

We see the symptoms of it but we don’t know why we do those things or what to do about it. The key and the answers are at the core level. That is the level where we react without time to think or feel. I have a friend who is afraid of spiders. If he runs into a spider web in the woods he flings himself backwards (which to me is more dangerous than the spider.) but he can’t stop himself. He reacts before he has a chance to think about it. That is core level. Once the Lord reveals these things in you they can be removed. But some are buried so deep that it takes time to access them.

I am finding more and more things in people that I minister to that involve inherited marks in the core. It’s not their memory or trauma but they have the results of it – inherited into their core level from conception or shortly thereafter. I assure you it can be dealt with and removed. Many people’s weight problems are core level. We must stop fighting only the symptoms and deal with the real root and origin of the problems in our lives and be free as the Lord intended us to be.

The Connector

The connector of the soul is the Umbilical Cord. Like the baby who is a separate entity from its mother, yet connected, nourished, built and protected via the Umbilical Cord. The Umbilical Cord in the Spirit connects us to God. It feeds us from God, protects us with the flow of His cleansing Blood, it builds us with what flows from Him. It is the branch connection to the vine. John 15:5.

From conception the enemy seeks to sever this cord. If he succeeds this person is dead spiritually, like a branch cut from the vine. This is our God “life” connector. If the enemy cannot cut it off completely, he will begin to gnaw on it; kink it to hinder or stop the flow, like putting a kink in a water hose or cutting it so that it has so many leaks, very little if any of it reaches the other end. Through these cuts that cause leaks he crams corruption to defile, distort, pervert or deceive. Often flowing his corruption with the good things God sends us, which is why we may see a wonderful minister of God acting in an ungodly way or see someone who preaches the truth or does miracles with a religious spirit or pride. It is time to remove the vulnerability. What flows is life but few receive the full force or purity of it.

It is supposed to be like the waters of Shiloh. Of course Jesus is Shiloh. The waters of Shiloh were waters that came into Jerusalem so that even under siege they would have water. It was a pipe enclosed in another pipe and buried deep in the ground, which connected to an outside source. We are to be the clay pipe in God’s steel pipe; buried deep, hidden and protected from the enemy, with the pure waters of the Lord flowing through us even under siege. Our connector is vulnerable and easily attacked if it is not deeply hidden in Christ – our connector to the Father God, our vine.

The Word

It is a time and a season to restore the Godly Umbilical Cord, the connector and lifeline, for it is time for My people to be built. Come – Come to the waters of Shiloh; a place of healing and rest, far from the enemy, protected. There I have prepared a season and a place of rest and restoration. Not the perfection of only the vessel itself but of the purpose of the vessel by connecting it to God.

Many have languished, suffering lack and spiritual hunger, lonely for God (though many think it’s for man). They are weak, sickly and confused. Come to the waters of Shiloh and drink freely in the place of peace and rest where it is safe. There be healed, strengthened and restored. Re-discover your purpose, your connection, your Father God and your flow from Him. Give Him your waste and brokenness. He knows what to do and surely He will do it.

It will cost you a great price, though I have already paid it, yet it will still cost you. For many have created false umbilical cords of religion, activities, people, works, self-pity, pride, etc. There can only be one umbilical cord connected and I will not fight you for it. You must give it to Me willingly. I know you can’t remove it, you’ve tried and you couldn’t. But if you give it to Me I will do it. I am willing and I am able. You can’t exchange umbilical cords by works or battles so I have created a place of rest for you, rest in it. It is your choice, rest.

You are so hungry. I offer the breast – receive it. But to receive it you must snuggle close to Me and let Me hold you, which thing I delight to do. This is not just a drink or temporary nourishment like before, but a permanent connection. The Godly Umbilical Cord constantly nourishing you. I long for you. My heart aches to hold you like a mother would hold a small baby. Come, I will do the rest. You come, rest and give Me the price of your false umbilical cords and I will do the rest.

Come, it’s your season of restoration to be restored to the Father God, again I say, “you” come to “Me”. You must do it. Your part is to come. The enemy will attack this by needless busyness, worry, fears, dread, discouragement and hopelessness. So, recognize that smoke screen and press through it. It only has power to hinder you if you receive it. Press through it and come to Me. Have I not said – surely I will do it – come. I have everything you need and I give it freely.

Conclusion

I have some financial needs – if you would like to help and the Lord leads you to do so that would be greatly appreciated. I leave for the “Embrace the Flame” conference on the 17^th. Please keep this in prayer.