I just want to remind everyone to be fasting and praying for our President and the upcoming election. This is serious and our future depends on how we pray now. Jim Goll is calling for 91 days of praying Psalms 91 for the President. To learn more about this use the address below on the Internet. If you are already online you can just click on it. http://www.ministrytothenations.com/prayer_storm/HOMELAND%20SECURITY%20II.pdf
I would like to again interrupt our series on The Garden with some things the Lord revealed and did this week during the End Time Handmaiden’s and Servants Youth Retreat. They have this retreat twice a year and it is intense. They transcribed a word the Lord gave me from the tapes for everyone there. I want to share that word. It was so real I could not stop crying, even when someone else read it again the next night it made me cry just to hear it because what I saw was so real.
As I was standing I saw blood from the ceiling. It would just fall. It was so real. Blood dripping – the Blood of Jesus. I said, “Lord, what does it mean?” He said, “I did this for them, I did this for them.”
I got out and I began to pray when the word from the Lord came to pray. I said, “Lord what does it mean?” because it wouldn’t stop, it was so real. I just kept seeing blood dripping from the ceiling. And I would see it and it would touch people. Then He said, “It’s a sin cleanser. It’s a rebellion remover. It’s a hatred remover. It’s a life changer. It’s a heart changer.” And I saw so many of the people that are in here worshipping and praying and they had blood on them. Some had it on their foreheads; some had it on their hands; some had it on their feet. And I saw some people that just walked right across it and they didn’t get any blood on them. And I said, “Lord what does it mean?” He said, “The Blood is here but I won’t force them. They have to want it to touch them.” And the Lord said, “His Blood is flowing here and He intends for it to touch every person, every single person and change their life before they leave this valley.”
The Blood of Jesus Christ is here, and it’s not just, oh yeah, the blood, the blood. I’m telling you it’s real. It’s a miracle and it’s here for you. It’s here to cleanse your heart of the sin you couldn’t get rid of. It’s here to stop the hatred you couldn’t stop; it’s (the hatred) cursing you – it’s cursing others. It’s here to stop the rebellion that you made wonder, what’s wrong with me and I can’t stop rebelling. It’s a rebellion remover; it’s a sin cleanser and a hate healer. It’s here to change your life, and He intends for it to touch every person here and change you before you leave, and that includes the adults – everybody. This is a miracle manifestation of the Blood of Jesus for YOU!
Later in the week one of the teenage girls was helping clean the bathrooms in her dorm and suddenly a drop of blood fell from nowhere. She carefully checked the ceiling but there was nothing there. She ran to the mirror to check herself, thinking she had a cut or a scrap but here was nothing. She ran back to touch it and it was wet. It was real. It was a manifested drop of the Blood of Jesus.
Later that day she told me what happened and asked me to pray with her to see what it meant. I asked her how she felt when she saw it. She said, “Calm but as though I had to do something but I didn’t know what.” When I prayed with her I just kept hearing, “This Blood is for you.” I heard it over and over. The Lord showed me that the enemy had a constant attack against this girl to destroy her. This drop of Blood drew the Bloodline between her and that attack. The thing she must “do” is to be careful to plead the Blood of Jesus over her and her household daily. The Lord told me that the only reason the drop didn’t fall on her was that she would have panicked if He had done that. She was quick to let me know that was true. Later when she was telling about this during service she was crying. She said, “No one will ever be able to tell me there is not a God, now I know.” Now I know.” What a miracle. No matter what comes against her now she will know. That’s what it’s all about.
There was such an anointing flowing in the Engeltal Valley this past week that it was hard not to prophecy and pray for people and there was such a flow of love. It’s love that brings the true power of God not gifts. One young man was playing the piano in the cafeteria. Most people were gone. I think it was the first night because I hadn’t met this young man yet. I think he is from Argentina. As he began to play I could see myself standing behind him with my hands on his shoulders. I knew that was the Lord’s way of saying do that because the Lord often shows me in a picture like that of what to do.
I walked up behind him and put my hands on his shoulders and just let the anointing flow. Then the Lord began to prophecy to him and eventually in song. What the Lord said to him is for him only. I will not share it though it was beautiful. But one line from the prophetic song pierced my heart and I said. “I want that for me.” I want to share that line with you. The Lord said, “Your heart is not your own, it’s ours to share.” Think about that. It will change the way you see things.
I taught a teaching workshop on prayer, sort of. I must admit it was not structured but I allowed the Holy Spirit to do as He wished. The result though was life changing for many. I want to share a few tidbits of the teaching from those classes here and some of the experiences.
Many of you have heard me say this again and again; I am a Spirit, I have a Soul, I live in a body. I feed my body vegetables and fruits (and chocolate). If I do not feed my body for a long time I will become weak and sickly, then any sickness will easily be able to kill me, any enemy would easily be able to overcome me. I must feed my body.
I feed my Soul learning, fun, talent. What if a person never fed their Soul? They would still be sitting in a crib sucking their thumb as an adult. Without interaction, learning, and things that stimulate internal growth you would not be able to function. You must feed your Soul.
Then by default we know that we must feed our Spirit but what do we feed the Spirit man. The only thing you can feed your Spirit man is the Word of God. The Word of God is alive. The Bible says that in many different places. If you do not read it or at least listen to it on a daily basis your Spirit man becomes so weak that any sin or sickness can easily overcome you. That is why I recommend people that are having problems or sickness put the Word of God on at night while they sleep (only the Word not preaching or music) I have tried other things and it does not have the same affect because even though it is good it is not alive. The Word of God is alive and it brings life to your Spirit man. If you are in Spiritual Warfare it is no longer an option. You must have the Word of God on at night as a strength and protection. So everyone has heard me talk about this again and again.
But now let’s take it further, your body talks or prays through your mouth, your soul prays or talks through thoughts and your spirit man prays or talks through your feelings or heart (inner man). What do you do when your mouth prays one thing, your feelings are saying something completely different and your thoughts are going in yet another direction? Which prayer does God honor – all of them. God is a spirit being. He hears the prayer of your heart (spirit – inner being) loud and clear. Let’s say you are praying for someone to be saved but you are angry and bitter against them, then in your heart you are cursing them. Sometimes we are surprised when we receive what we have cursed in our hearts whether it is a curse on others or ourselves.
We must come into agreement with ourselves. The way to do that is reconciliation. We think of reconciliation as being between two or more people but you are more than two, you are three. The Lord cannot join to a divided house. Reconcile to yourself and forgive yourself. Make peace with yourself so the Lord can join to you and help you pray a unified unhindered pray.
We have talked before about how our attitudes and feelings can curse someone just as much or more than our words. When we say cursing things like I hate you, or mean things and feel mean things what do we do about it. There is the problem because most of the time people do nothing to remove these curses and then they wonder why they have problems. There must be a time of removing curses and forgiving whether they are from someone else toward you or from you to others or yourself. That’s when I suggest Cleaning House. Gather everyone together and forgive each other, remove the curses (you’re responsible for removing the curses you sent) and restore a blessing. It will make a great difference in your life and in your home.
I am very careful to break curses daily. I break curses:
- Spoken against me
- Felt against me
- Sent against me (they know what they are doing)
- Assigned against me (by the enemy, he has missionaries too)
- Curses that cling to me (like walking through poison ivy some times walking through a place or situation clings to you)
- Curses that came because of my own foolishness (I am forgiven by the Blood of Jesus Christ and I am redeemed)
This makes a big difference. I plead the Blood of Jesus Christ over my life, my home, my ministry, finances, etc. daily and draw the Bloodline around my home.
We must make what I call the 3 – R’s a way of life. Repent, Rebuke and Restore, in that order. For example you have a sickness. Why? Did you do something or did you open a door to allow something past your protection. First Repent. Often when I am praying for people to be healed they must repent or forgive first. Let’s say you opened a door to fear. Fear is a sin you know. First repent of the fear, then you can rebuke the fear and command it to leave. Then ask the Lord to restore you to peace. For the sick person, repent of anything that may have opened a door to sickness, then rebuke the sickness and it will leave because it no longer has a legal right to stay (the enemy is such a legalist), then restore (pray for healing) and it comes easily.
So much of this we have talked about before so I will not go into it in detail but just a couple of things I want to mention. 99% of prayer is listening. Jesus only did what He saw the Father doing and only said what He heard the Father telling Him to say. We also must do the same thing.
NKJ John 5:19 Then Jesus answered and said to them, "Most assuredly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He sees the Father do; for whatever He does, the Son also does in like manner.
NKJ John 12:49-50 "For I have not spoken on My own authority; but the Father who sent Me gave Me a command, what I should say and what I should speak. And I know that His command is everlasting life. Therefore, whatever I speak, just as the Father has told Me, so I speak."
In order to do what Jesus wants we must learn to listen. NKJ John 10:27 "My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me. We must mature into Sheep and not remain little lambs so we also will know the voice of the Lord to follow Him in everything. It is not just for Prophets it is for all of the Lord’s sheep. We must practice and seek to listen clearly.
Though I taught too many things to relate it all there is one more thing in particular that the Lord had me share in the last session that I want to share here. I think there are many who need to hear this. When I woke up that morning the Lord gave me a word for the class. The Lord said He wants to bring you back from the grave to be his child. Many of you are at the grave. When you were lost you were really a walking dead person, you were in the grave. Then the Lord took you by the hand and pulled you back out of the grave into life. I say back out because we all start out with life. All babies go to heaven.
But many of you are lying on top of your old grave, its marker mocking you. Every past hurt, mistake, and darkness of it haunts you. But you can’t live in the past and have a future. The last part of each class was a time of getting in the anointing. Each time we got into the anointing it was different. The first class came with waves of the River of Life. Then fire came and many bright colors washed over us. I was surprised at the number of students who saw vivid colors and shades from the Lord swirling or coming like streaks but they not only saw them they felt them. They began to understand that the Lord talks in colors and passions and that the colors carry the character, emotions and experiences of the Lord. Telling them wasn’t enough they had to experience it for themselves.
But this time was different it was so soft and gentle and yet it broke your heart. Many of the students were beginning to see how they had lain on top of the grave of their lives and now the Lord was working a miracle to help them walk away from it and begin again. They were being set free from looking back and holding on to things of the past. Grief, losses, pain, sorrows, anger, hurt, memories all washed away in the River of Life. The Lord was taking them out of the graveyard into His glorious light and He wants to do the same for each one of us. If there is anything in your past that still hurts, that you need a miracle to forgive completely or has a hold on you in anyway, this is your strategic time to allow the Lord to get you out of the Valley of the Shadow of Death and into a new beginning in His marvelous light.
Many were healed emotionally, some physically, and some were delivered, some were saved. There was always someone who needed prayer or had questions until every moment was filled. That is not wearisome that is what we are on this earth for. That is fulfilling and joyful. One older teen brought his friend up after the last service and said, “Please pray for my friend he is crazy.” I laughed and said, “Yeah we’re all a bit crazy at times.” “No,” he said, “He really is crazy.”
I looked at his friend. “Are you crazy?” I asked. “Yes,” he said measuring my reaction. “It comes and goes.” “Do you want to be healed?” I asked because his friend had brought him and he had not asked me to pray. “Yes.” He said looking down as though to say if I can be healed. As always I quickly asked the Holy Spirit if I could lay hands on him and He said yes. I took the young man’s hat off and laid hands on his head. “Do you get headaches?” I asked him. “Yes,” he said, “sometimes.” “They start here?” I asked pointing to a certain spot at the top front of his head, “Is my hand in the right place?”
“Yes,” he said moving it slightly, “But also in the back of the head.” He said. I could see it was like a line going straight through his head. “It’s not a demon and you’re not crazy.” I told him, “It’s physical and the Lord will heal it.” I began to describe his symptoms and they were true. I kept hearing the word antihistamine. I had never heard this in praying for someone’s head before. I began to explain what the Lord was showing me. When you are an alcoholic or you drink alcohol it accesses a different part of your brain than when you are sober. That is why a drunk acts differently than when he is sober. This antihistamine seems to be in your head causing trouble. It was causing things to switch back and forth like a railroad car being switched from one line to another, from one part of your brain to the other. The lines were in trouble and there was some damage because of it.
So I prayed the antihistamine out of his system harmlessly and allowed the power of God to restore his true brain paths. It was very powerful and when it was done I heard the Lord say clearly, “Done.”
“Make it happen.” I said, “Can you make the headache and crazy feeling come.”
He looked at me like you’ve gotta be kidding. You don’t want me to do that. But he said, “Yes I can make it happen if I shake my head hard.” “Do it now.” I said. Again he looked at me like he was scared to. “Do it now.” I said again, “We have to test it.” So he began to shake his head really hard. There was no pain and no craziness. He was healed. How hard it is to be a teen but to seriously think you are crazy is even harder. So the Lord healed him. That is what the Lord wants to do for all of us. So many lives were changed but in order for that to happen you have to stop fighting yourself and wondering if you have it or don’t have it and just allow the Lord to flow because it’s not about you it’s about Him. If the enemy can keep you thinking only about yourself he can clog your pipeline of love. Don’t allow that to happen. It’s a process to unlearn walking in that flesh conscious way, start today allowing the Lord to help you walk in a God conscious way. Remember you give power to what you look at and what you fear you worship.
I pray this report has helped in some way. It looks like I will be going to France in October. Please pray as the battle has already started. It never waits until you leave. I thank you for being the Lord’s Prayer Partner and mine. I love you tons.